I really wonder if anyone reads this, or if I just writing to myself. I am feeling awfully ignored right now by my boyfriend and my little sister. This is one of my last weeks in Fargo, and yet neither of them seem too anxious to spend time with me. I know that Matt is busy with Governor's School, but even on his "nights off" he is hesitant to skip dinner with the students and very quick to leave my apartment. I just get the feeling that he is avoiding me. He says he will miss me when I leave, but I am beginning to wonder..... Karen is another story. She is too preoccupied with spending time with her new friends. I try to be nice and plan stuff for the two of us, and she always finds a way to include them. I WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH HER....NOT HER FRIENDS! I just got my "suggested" reading list for the fall as well as my summer schedule. Once July 1st hits, I am NOT going to have much time to spend on the phone and writing e-mails or even spending time with someone who comes to visit for me. Even with a shortness is time, I am sure I will be 100% more efficient at using that time that my friends are. THAT is way I am really PISSED because I have time NOW...but no one wants to spend it with me. I guess I know who my friends are....no one. Good bye to Fargo...hopefully I will find friend who make time for me in Minneapolis.